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Polar Bear

by Andrew Gombas

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1.
What more can I do? I took out everything I got from you and I spread it all across the floor and I threw it all right out the door I could drive fifty miles away every shadow would conceal your face I'm not sure how much more I can take Forever ever more my love its like the words are written right above my name, the time, and the date you came and everything just blew away but I can't wait to see you every time you walk away I know you're bad for me, but I stay I NEED AN EXORCIST I'M JUST A POSSESSION THAT'S HAUNTED BY A GHOST THAT WOULDN'T NOTICE IF I DROPPED DOWN DEAD GIRL, YOUR SIGN IS EVIL MY SKIN CRAWLS WHEN I SEE YOU BUT I STILL WANNA BE HERE UNTIL THE END You say I don't know how good I got it but I don't know if what I got I wanted all I wanted was a peaceful life but the devil wouldn't stand by your side you treat me like a mangy dog but I take it and I ask for more I keep staring at that door and all I have to do is open it but I can't wait to see you every time you walk away I know you're bad for me but I stay Girl, you're a vampire sucking all my love and leaving me alone so why can't I just go home? I NEED AN EXORCIST I'M JUST A POSSESSION THAT'S HAUNTED BY A GHOST THAT WOULDN'T NOTICE IF I DROPPED DOWN DEAD GIRL, YOUR SIGN IS EVIL SKIN CRAWLS WHEN I SEE YOU BUT I STILL WANNA BE HERE UNTIL THE END Oh, girl, possess me I NEED AN EXORCIST I'M JUST A POSSESSION THAT'S HAUNTED BY A GHOST THAT WOULDN'T NOTICE IF I DROPPED DOWN DEAD GIRL, YOUR SIGN IS EVIL SKIN CRAWLS WHEN I SEE YOU BUT I'M GONNA STAY TO THE END TO THE END TO THE END TO THE END
2.
Polar Bear (free) 05:07
The cuts on my back have stopped bleeding but the skin all around them turned blue and I lie on my chest at the hospital thumbing through photos of you Last tuesday night at the chapel your mother broke down in my arms and you just laid white as a polar bear lounging and watching the stars Sun dripped in through the window and kissed your cheek and I swore to God for a moment you looked asleep Well I drove by your house on your birthday and I see it all happen again the crack like a gunshot the water rushing in the ice on the top of your head well I jumped in the water to save you and I dragged you to the rocks on the shore in the crook of my arm, how I held you, my love and your body, all broken and torn O great wonders and miracles! No! Fate said Held by the ambulance driver I wept. Last night I dreamt we were back there and you took me into your arms and we just laid white as a polar bear lounging and watching the stars
3.
Sara's Song 05:01
How could I compare your lips to such a bland a thing as wine? How could I compare your lips to such a bland a thing as wine? Bright as rubies, sharp as blood, and sweet as old moonshine How could I compare your lips to such a bland a thing as wine? I'll have another drink to you and sit beside the fire I said I'll have another drink to you and sit beside the fire That doctor said, "You've had enough, you'll tear all up inside" Well, somebody better tell that doc I'll drink until I die I've seen all the wings and things that fly above your head when you're asleep at night and there's a time and a place to doubt and fear but not just lie right here beside the fire and I'll sing to you There was a little pony drinking by the riverside and on top that little pony only one of us could ride so I strapped you on that pony's back and you rode all night and you never looked back and I just ran beside the hooves and you laughed all night like I knew you would I've seen all the wings and things that fly above your head when you're asleep at night and there's a time and a place to doubt and fear but not just lie right here beside the fire and I'll sing to you A blizzard came and swept away our home and all our goods and the only thing I had left was this shack out in the woods with a dirty, crooked fireplace and cobwebs in the hearth so I lit a couple twigs and threw a match to light a fire and the cold was harsh and the night was black and full of evil things but through the dark I felt a hand reach out brush back my hair, and gently sing to you, to you, to you
4.
Russel, you got someone at your window Russel, you got someone at your door Aren't you gonna stick it out boy everybody's got something to solve Kid you used to run by the ocean picking up the rocks on the shore boy, you were the greatest they had ever known shot down like a stone you used to roar like a hurricane I wanna give you everything you need, my friend So many roses at your door I wanna pick you up and carry you home So you got a longer December She didn't mean you no harm So you gotta make them remember the road to hell is paved with good intentions now babe you hear them calling your name?
5.
Man on Fire 06:17
Standing at the terminal five million people walk right by you're as lost as anyone else you step aboard I see a man on fire on TV a blu-ray DVD is made and we sigh with relief as we sink down to our knees Oh God... If you crack your window you will see me staring up and I will drip through your fingers to the floor and if you scoop me up I will be fused together oh, we'll be confused forever and in the mess you light a match Oh God... Who arms the fools standing so sure of the rules when we're all just marionettes with our strings cut loose? Hush now baby, don't you fuss. Yes, we all know you're an adult. Now stand aside as we inspect your past for bad blood. You say your words don't hurt but they certainly kill and you hypocrites burn every bridge that you pass through and you hand me a torch and a match and I don't know what to do oh who arms the fools standing so sure of the rules when we're all just marionettes with our strings cut loose?
6.
Well I woke in the yard with my head curled up your arms and I knew that everything was gonna be the way it was And I went to the jar and I smashed it against the hood of your car and you cheered, as the wind around us buzzed so I walked to the sea and I waded to my knees and I started to scream and howl as I never done before I said, "Sister, can you hear me? I'm as strong as I have ever been! And the sky, I'm gonna make it roar!" Whoever thought a single name could ever stop a hurricane but sometimes its all that you got GO RUSSEL GO! Well I flew to the coastline wearing nothing but my sunshine shoes and heard "Russel's coming through on the radio!" And I tugged on the trees and I twisted up the seas and I screamed so loud so that everybody knew Whoever thought a little girl could bring me back with nothing but her smile and a couple kind words Well hurricanes got feelings too and I'm not sure you know but sometimes the strongest of us get the most hurt GO RUSSEL GO! I flew back home and I went right to your room and you just smiled and said "Oh Russel..."
7.
Mary 06:24
Mary please don't walk away from me. Mary I said please don't walk away from me. I got a rosary in my pocket I'm headed straight to Galilee Mary please don't walk away from me Well it started just six months ago when we went into that church for your older sister's marriage and then they read that Bible verse about the wealth and love of Lord Jesus and his entrance to this earth and baby, Mary you started walking away from me At first I thought it was just a phase putting crosses everywhere and making sure that I prayed for salvation each night in the event that I dropped down dead. But it started to get a little bit worse you got some really bad gas and said you're gonna give birth to the son of man so we had to sleep in separate beds and when the doctor said it was a false alarm you spat into his face you said the Holy Mother of God would remember and that that poor man, well he'd sealed his fate and I just sat alone in the waiting room with the fear of God upon my face oh Mary you're starting to walk away from me I woke up to a gentle voice in the middle of the night to see Mary hunching over me with a plastic butter knife well she munched down on a cricket and said, "I'm sorry boy. But the Lord needs a sacrifice." Oh Mary, I think you're walking away from me Now Jesus did I ever ask for something did I pray for fame did I beg for money I said, No! Then why'd you take her away from me Lord, you know I 'aint gonna stand for this Lord I said, No! No, no, no, no, no. Losing her to another man well that I could stand I'm not the best looking guy and cash aint exactly on hand but an incorporeal deity? Well that I just can't understand Oh Mary please don't walk away from me! Now Jesus did I ever ask for something did I pray for fame did I beg for money I said, No! I've been a good man but I aint gonna stand while you take her away from my land I said, No! No, no, no, no, no. Well I woke up in the middle of the night to a gentle breeze and I went downstairs to find the doors wide open and a note tacked to the screen Mary said the problem was geography she's headed off to Galilee oh Mary I think you're walking away
8.
50 guns are pointed at my head I turn around and I see 50 others Are we doomed to live a life alone, aloof, and dangerous where nothing really matters? I pulled myself out my little hole and found myself walking down the highway and for a moment all was still the cars were stopped, the people spilled out from their little bubbles and looked out at each other and with a sense of wonder in their eyes they said, "Its all so beautiful." 50 guns are pointed at the ground 100 hands connect the startled crowd and they begin to see themselves and they hear the sound of their walls coming down and their eyes fill up as they turn around and see cold, wet children Waste my time at a cheap freak show zombie mall and a Dracula ghost a little too easy and a little too much turn off the telly and pack your stuff we are not vampires we are not alone if a new door can open another can close I don't need the isolation to protect me from the shining sun Come on ladies, come on boys drop your gun and grab your toys put on suspenders, put on your momma's dress we're going outside, you gotta look your best and I'll hold your face in my hands and you'll know right then we are cold wet children of the sun

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Recorded in isolation over a period of one month in a cabin on Lake Michigan in 2010. The album itself follows storylines of loss, madness, isolation, desperation, and redemption -- ENJOY!

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released July 27, 2010

Andrew Gombas- Vocals, guitar, piano, synth, drums
Jonathan Wauhkonen- Bass
2nd Graders- Screams
Samantha Joseph- Online Album Artwork

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Andrew Gombas Providence, Rhode Island

Currently based in Providence, RI, Andrew Gombas is an actor, musician, and writer. Find more of his work on andrewgombas.com

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